Ok Today is day 1 of my fast

I started with lots of water !!!

I always like it when I fast for a few days or more as I make loads of effort to Exfoliate, Meditate and gift myself some Reiki.

I really get into giving myself some love. Any mother with young children knows how difficult that can be !!!!! *laughter*

I had my first smoothie at 12pm a yummy Banana, cinnamon and honey delight.

I am going to try some Buddhist meditation today (I have not meditated this way for some time)

I just want to clear my mind of everything Past, Present and Future and think of nothing.

My meditations take me on such adventures now, that sometimes I come out more exhausted.....!

I have been so busy with life at the moment...lol

Haven't you noticed that it is always all or nothing!!!!!

One minute time is passing you by and ya thinking what shall I do...!

Then at the blink of an eye you have everything you want and more...lol

"But Oh Man" ! Now I have something else to moan about.....!!!! I have not enough time to do it all..... AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGG... Boo hoo !!! lol.

I am presently studying for three different spiritual and raw qualifications, along with writing a monthly article for timeless spirit magazine (Thank you Aleesha for such a fantastic opportunity) trying to Blog, and help out Raw Related clients. And soooo much more.......x

And then trying to be with my four yummy delights and everything else that comes with children and running a home.

So I have kinda decluttered the things I could in my life to focus on all the things that are important and fun to me.....! So yeah the children stayed....lol

All the things I have mentioned stayed...((Hugs))

I am so blessed to be in the position I am in.. I am exactly were I have always wanted to be.

I have one big decision to make weather Remain in Suffolk, the place we have known for such a long time as home.

Or we move the children to Hampshire to start again.

I am not sure weather I will live here for many years, what I do know is right now in the Present this place feels right.

Hubby is happy for us to stay here,I don't want this to sound wrong but his life is easier with-out having to worry about us.

What I mean is we are all happy here. Moving me and the children to new surrounding will just un-balance the harmony of things...lol

Now I know some people believe we should all stay together and the children will adapt and we are military and that is part and parcel.

Generally the people with such great advice are not connected to the Army and have never had to move in there life let alone with four children,3 dogs, 2 guinea pigs and the rest of the chaos that comes with a large family.

Now some would say "I have made my bed with the choices I have made"....Yes...And I so have no regret on any of them.((Hugs))

I am at a place in my life and my children's life that I do not want change right now.

And trust me I do not hoard anything, I am not materialistic at all. Yet the thought of packing all this up for two years does not appeal at all....lol Oh Man !!!! So not.

So hubby and I can not make a decision...lol

The children can't decide...lol

So I am gonna ask the cards.....Oh Man !!!lol (Thanks Aleesha for the suggestion)

So there it is,that is were I am at, at the moment, Thank you to you guy's that have been mailing me to see if I was ok...yayyyyy.

I am happy, happy,happy in the moment. Tomorrow is the future. For today I am so happy with the Present....x

Hugs to you all....x

Go do something really Random...leave your clothes on guy's it is real cold out there...lol

Off now for some more water then another Smoothie I am so happy and excited in this present moment.

In - Light freedom xx